{"body":[{"id":"36708573387948032","sort":0,"type":1,"role":"36689259700469941","content":"在玉清宮大殿。上陽(yáng)真人和魏多魄回憶過(guò)去！"},{"id":"36708573387948033","sort":1024,"type":1,"role":"36701472706894290","content":"師父！您還記得，當(dāng)年，您遇到我的情況嗎？"},{"id":"36708573387948034","sort":2048,"type":1,"role":"36701627601819916","content":"當(dāng)然！這是我這輩子都不會(huì)忘記的事！我記得，我當(dāng)時(shí)，我途經(jīng)華山！突然，一道白光它是擦身而過(guò)！它所散發(fā)的氣息非同凡響！這引起了我的興趣！我便追逐上去……這才，有了你我的相遇！"},{"id":"36708573387948035","sort":3072,"type":1,"role":"36701472706894290","content":"師傅！你這是不是跑題了？一道白光？這似乎跟我沒(méi)什么關(guān)系？即使將天庭弄到我頭顱里，再多那天馬行空………我也想不明白！"},{"id":"36708573387948036","sort":4096,"type":1,"role":"36701627601819916","content":"因?yàn)檫@是一縷強(qiáng)大的靈魂！它將住進(jìn)你的肉身，成為你的一部分！"},{"id":"36708573387948037","sort":5120,"type":1,"role":"36701472706894290","content":"我知道我靈魂很強(qiáng)大！但我這些年來(lái)，我一直有個(gè)疑問(wèn)！為什么我小時(shí)候，會(huì)是那么地笨拙？"},{"id":"36708573387948038","sort":6144,"type":1,"role":"36701627601819916","content":"這就要從你肉身說(shuō)起了！沒(méi)錯(cuò)！它太脆弱了！畢竟是肉眼凡胎！哪里能承受如此強(qiáng)大的力量，勢(shì)必像煙一樣飄散！所以當(dāng)時(shí)，那靈魂他封印了自己，讓力量沉睡！只有這樣才能活下去！這是無(wú)奈之舉！但身體它需要有自我！所以誕生新的人格！從零開始，又受封印的影響，所以靈智受限，才會(huì)出現(xiàn)這種情況！"},{"id":"36709025936572416","sort":7168,"type":1,"role":"36701472706894290","content":"原來(lái)如此！想想這些年來(lái)，我的遭遇，也確實(shí)符合你所說(shuō)！嗯！那您見(jiàn)過(guò)我父母嗎？能不能給我描述他們的模樣！我好想知道?。?},{"id":"36709025936572417","sort":8192,"type":1,"role":"36701627601819916","content":"我辦不到！真的很抱歉！因?yàn)椋谖业竭_(dá)那白光所落之處的時(shí)候，我看到那方圓百里皆被夷為平地！不過(guò)，有一幸存者！由于在地窖，所以幸免于難！"},{"id":"36709025936572418","sort":9216,"type":1,"role":"36701472706894290","content":"這么說(shuō)來(lái)！我父母是因我而死？這對(duì)我來(lái)說(shuō)，是一條比天空還大的霹靂！真是打得我無(wú)處可逃！我感覺(jué)我要崩潰！很難受！仿佛身體，靈魂成了地獄，我很苦！"},{"id":"36709025936572419","sort":10240,"type":1,"role":"36701627601819916","content":"我也曾為人子！也經(jīng)歷過(guò)父母過(guò)世！我知道這很痛苦！但是，徒兒你要相信我，你父母若是泉下有知，他們一定不愿你這樣！因?yàn)樗麄儛?ài)你勝過(guò)愛(ài)自己！所以不管什么時(shí)候，他們是不會(huì)怪你！他們只希望你能好好活著！"},{"id":"36709025936572420","sort":11264,"type":1,"role":"36701472706894290","content":"師傅！你說(shuō)的，我懂！可是我真的難以釋懷！它太沉重了！沉重得我像是埋在大地的深處！是那在最底層的阿鼻大地獄，里頭是裝著最苦的靈魂?。?},{"id":"36709025936572421","sort":12288,"type":1,"role":"36701627601819916","content":"\n孩子！你不能這樣！因?yàn)檫@改變不了什么！如果你父母的靈魂能看到，那這樣，只會(huì)是他們的刑具！你于心何忍？"},{"id":"36709025936572422","sort":13312,"type":1,"role":"36701472706894290","content":"可是我控制不住自己！只要我閉下眼睛，我就能看到他們是怎么死的！我的眼淚忍不住、它要流下來(lái)！我的內(nèi)心不是冬天，我真的很難做到冷靜！"},{"id":"36710699933630464","sort":14336,"type":1,"role":"36701627601819916","content":"我明白！可痛苦有意義嗎！就算你以死謝罪，那又怎樣？我就不信，你在陰間遇到父母，他們會(huì)高興！這不可能的！他們只會(huì)傷心！難道這天下還有父母會(huì)說(shuō)，孩子你死得好！你就該死嗎？"},{"id":"36710699933630465","sort":15360,"type":1,"role":"36701472706894290","content":"呃……師傅！你說(shuō)得對(duì)！可是我還是很心痛！我想我需要時(shí)間！我做不到無(wú)動(dòng)于衷，那是石頭才能做得到的事！！不過(guò)，請(qǐng)您放心！我會(huì)好好調(diào)整自己！"},{"id":"36710699933630466","sort":16384,"type":1,"role":"36701627601819916","content":"嗯！這確實(shí)是需要時(shí)間！我相信，你不會(huì)辜負(fù)我這對(duì)你的養(yǎng)育之恩！"},{"id":"36710699933630467","sort":17408,"type":1,"role":"36701472706894290","content":"當(dāng)然！我不敢忘！您一把屎一把尿把我養(yǎng)大！您這一二十年的付出……我相信，那點(diǎn)點(diǎn)滴滴，足以匯成海，是天空那么大的恩情！我當(dāng)還報(bào)！"},{"id":"36710699933630468","sort":18432,"type":1,"role":"36701627601819916","content":"只要你活的好！這就是對(duì)師傅最好的還報(bào)！我相信，如果你親生父母還在世，也是這樣想的！"},{"id":"36710699933630469","sort":19456,"type":1,"role":"36701472706894290","content":"嗯！我明白了！我會(huì)努力活著！就當(dāng)是替他們活著！"},{"id":"36710699933630470","sort":20480,"type":1,"role":"36701627601819916","content":"如此甚好！我想，你父母在九泉之下，也會(huì)欣慰！"},{"id":"36712065431240707","sort":21504,"type":1,"role":"36701472706894290","content":"謝謝師傅！哦！對(duì)了，那個(gè)幸存者還在嗎？我想知道我父母的過(guò)去！"},{"id":"36712065431240708","sort":22528,"type":1,"role":"36701627601819916","content":"他早已經(jīng)作古了！我記得，我當(dāng)時(shí)，我在廢墟中發(fā)現(xiàn)他的時(shí)候，我看他神情異常！想來(lái)，這場(chǎng)災(zāi)難對(duì)他來(lái)說(shuō)，是不可承受的！唉！老婆、孩子、親朋……都沒(méi)了！他崩潰了！"},{"id":"36712065431240709","sort":23552,"type":1,"role":"36701472706894290","content":"這都是我的錯(cuò)！我真是害慘了他們！我感到內(nèi)疚，也感到罪惡！"},{"id":"36712065431240710","sort":24576,"type":1,"role":"36701627601819916","content":"唉！這不是你的錯(cuò)！你那時(shí)，你不過(guò)是胎兒！你會(huì)什么？懂什么？一個(gè)什么都做不了的孩子，如何作惡？所以你不需要這樣想！這是一場(chǎng)意外！沒(méi)人想這樣的！"},{"id":"36712065431240711","sort":25600,"type":1,"role":"36701472706894290","content":"可是他們的悲慘，確實(shí)是我造成的！或許，我當(dāng)時(shí)，我不該出生！"},{"id":"36712065431240712","sort":26624,"type":1,"role":"36701627601819916","content":"什么叫不該出生？以后，我不許你再說(shuō)這話，我不愛(ài)聽！難道你那死去的父母就愛(ài)聽嗎？尤其是你媽，那是一腳踏進(jìn)地獄！本來(lái)其實(shí)，冒死生你！更何況，每個(gè)人來(lái)到這世間都有他的理由和使命，難道不是嗎？"},{"id":"36723320695029760","sort":27648,"type":1,"role":"36701472706894290","content":"嗯！我知道了！師傅！您放心！我不會(huì)困在昨天，讓昨天淪為地獄！"},{"id":"36723320695029765","sort":28672,"type":1,"role":"36701627601819916","content":"你明白！那就好！"},{"id":"37684988535111680","sort":29696,"type":1,"role":"36701472706894290","content":"我想出去走走！可以嗎？師傅！"},{"id":"37684988535111681","sort":30720,"type":1,"role":"36701627601819916","content":"去吧！"}],"sente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